Leah sat working at the desk in her business office while
her son studied in the window seat. She
had prospered in the eight years since her trip to the festival in
Esagilia. Her people were nomadic tinkers,
fortune tellers, and thieves if truth be told but Leah broke with the tradition
for the sake of her son and she now owned and operated a popular resort spa in
one of the most scenic areas of the Exiled.
Her clientele were the wealthiest of the wealthy who were constantly seeking
new diversions and Leah had countered the opulence they were accustomed to for
more natural, and simple lifestyle, exercise, and a light cuisine of fish, plants,
and herbs that she raised and prepared herself with her staff.
The setting for her spa was a small unique valley of
gigantic red rock formations, natural springs, scenic trails, and green glades
for picnics and swimming. The area was unexploited and legend spoke of an
ancient people who lived here in harmony with nature in the valley and it was
said the valley could bring peace to the inner soul. Some of the mystic of the
valley surrounded Leah but the truth was that she was a very practical, hard
headed, business woman.
“Mama, can we go home now?”
“Yes, son, we’ll go home for our midday meal but I have to
come back and welcome our new batch of clients later tonight.”
Leah and little Amorian walked to their personal quarters in
the spa’s complex of upper rooms and terraces.
Leah’s son along with many young boys were named after the King of
Esagilia by the ladies who had conceived during the 200 Year Festival in
Esagilia, when the Officiate Fell and the subsequent Coronation of King Amorian
resulted. Amorian was healthy and strong because his mother made sure he ate
and exercised properly. He had a private
tutor and already spoke the pathos of the expatriates and the more formal
language of the city-states and his mother had been teaching him her native
tongue since he was a baby. He would be able to function well on many levels of
society.
Leah and her son sat on a high terrace in their quarters
eating a succulent, light repast of fish from local streams stuffed with herbed
mushrooms and fresh fruit from her garden.
They looked out over a vast expanse of rock formations in every shape
and shade of ochre possible. Mother and son hiked the valley together since he
was a baby in a sling and now that he was growing taller they hiked side by
side to some of the more hidden and beautiful ecological niches in the park
that Leah didn’t share with the guests.
As was the custom with her people Leah had stashed gold coins and dried
food in various places in the valley in case ‘troubles came’ as her people
always said.
Leah had no way of knowing it but ‘troubles had come’. She went that night to meet and greet her
guests in the traditional dance and music she choreographed for the
occasion. The guests were gathered in a
natural amphitheater in the rocks and when drums and the three stringed
instruments broke the stillness of the starry, warm night she slipped barefoot
from among the rocks in a flowing white gown and danced from rock to rock
reaching for the stars.
The audience was particularly quiet this evening but they
were often taken with the setting and the music. She began to sing in her jewel like tones
leaving the contralto notes reverberating in the listeners’ minds along with
the light, simple, movements of her dance.
The mood set by her musical introduction Leah launched into a short
history of the valley and legends explaining the simple regime the guests would
be following to harmonize their natures with the nature of the valley and instill
inner peace. She explained the
importance of the food and exercise to the experience as lights played over the
beautiful rock formations and then suddenly the night was quiet again dominated
by the formations and the stars as she slipped from the amphitheater.
She had no way of knowing that she danced and sang to only one
guest that evening until the royal guard gently seized and searched her then
took her to meet the guest who could
afford to book the whole valley for himself because his wealth and power was so
vast. She was gently escorted to the
guest area and presented to King Amorian.
Shock took her tongue and he seemed equally paralyzed by the sudden,
close up look at her.
The guard whispered for her to bow slightly but she was
frozen in place and time. The King rose
and dismissed the guard to a distance where they wouldn’t be able to hear the
proceedings and patted the seat beside his own.
“Leah, my beautiful Leah, please sit with me?”
It was him she thought to herself as she searched for her
lost poise and then she walked gracefully to the stone bench he indicated.
“I am as startled as you, dearest Leah, I had no idea that
you were my Leah,” he said.
Her mind denied his claim and she was suddenly concerned
about her son. Did he know about her
son, their son?
“Come,” he smiled at her, “Has the cat got your tongue?” he
asked.
She finally said, “It has been many years,” she paused and
then added, “King Amorian.”
“And I was a very young boy and not a king,” he said
graciously, “Call me Amorian as you did then.”
“Amorian,” she tried out on her tongue and made it sound
musical.
“Didn’t you know that I looked for you everywhere?” he asked.
She finally sat next to him, “I didn’t even know that you
were the Amorian that I met. I thought
when you didn’t come back that you died in the wilderness. Apparently, you just had better things to
do,” she said with some bitterness.
“No, my love, it was a time of much chaos and I had a duty
to perform,” he said.
“As did I, King Amorian.
You made your choice and I had my life to order.”
The King rose and paced, “I am sorry, Leah, but I love you
still and we must get passed this.”
“It was out of my hands, King Amorian, you made the choice.
I was not consulted and now I have my own life.”
She rose, “You have paid and we will begin your regime
tomorrow,” she said and walked to the spa building.
The King sat in the dark remembering a warm, green, glade
and a decision he had made for sanity’s sake. A well trained mind didn’t
believe in magic, he thought. Had he
thrown love out as magic he wondered. The
choice had haunted him all of these years and he had come here for inner peace
and instead he had touched the root of his turmoil and dissatisfaction.
“Shall we guard her?” his head guard asked for the second
time.
“Sorry, soldier, just make sure she doesn’t leave but don’t
restrict her movements,” the King instructed.
Leah hurried to her apartments thinking about what she could
possibly do about this trouble. Her
first concern was the safety of her son. She must implement the plans she made
for his safety and for this she could only trust her own people, her parent’s people
and their people. They would protect
Amorian at all costs, he was clan, and he was theirs. She called her Aunt Nisci and Uncle Yurok
from their cottage and told them they must leave for the main body of the clan
and take young Amorian with them. There are
people threatening to steal him. Since
this was a threat they well understood they accepted her explanation readily
and set out that night with Amorian as their nephew going to his betrothal. The wagon they took was actually their old
wagon and was useful for their departure as poor itinerants.
The next day she supervised the King’s activities personally
and after a breakfast of cooked grain, fruit, and yogurt they set out for a medium
length hike and were back at the resort in time for a late lunch of fish and
vegetables and Leah sent one of the masseuses to him and worked in her garden
before dinner.
He found her in the garden, “Leah, are you avoiding me?” he
asked.
“King Amorian, I spent the whole morning with you and I will
be with you for dinner.”
“I see, well thank you Leah, I will see you for dinner.”
That night on a private terrace with a view of the valley
they ate their dinner, she in the white flowing gown she wore in the evening
with guests and he in the simple garment of the old Esagilia. They were served the simple but elegant
repast by a small staff and Leah made sure they weren’t alone. After the supper she called in the stringed
instruments that seemed to play the sound of echoes among the rocks. The king and Leah strolled the terrace to
take in the many views with stars dripping from the sky.
“It is beautiful here, Leah, you have done well with your
life.”
“Thank you, King Amorian, I have worked hard for what I
have.”
“I had hoped you were with child when I left the glade,” he
admitted.
“You hoped I carried your child yet you left me there? A woman you claim to love who was carrying
your child?”
His fist struck the terrace wall under his hands, “Leah, you
are not being fair,” he objected, “I love you yet.”
She turned to him, eyes bright in the night, “King Amorian,
you don’t understand the traditions of ‘the choice’. Tradition teaches that when you reject one of
the choices for another you free the other person from their love but carry the
full burden yourself.”
“That is but a legend,” he spat out, “It is nonsense,” he
said.
She looked him in the eye, “Is it King Amorian?” and then
she turned and left the terrace.
He sat heavily and took in what she said. Was he indeed doomed by his own choice, while
it had freed her? If she no longer loved him what could he do? Where was the inner peace the legends spoke
about? Was he to suffer unrequited love
for all of his life?
When he reached his room the king sent for his historians to
study the legends of the valley and report back to him. Perhaps, there was a way around this
problem.
“King Amorian?” one young historian asked, “You can seize
the woman and take her back with you,” he suggested not seeing the King’s real
dilemma.
The King nodded a negative response and waved the youngster
off while the older historians gathered around the young man and explained the
true nature of the problem.
King Amorian became more besotted with Leah as she hiked
with him each day and dined with him each evening. Some afternoons she taught
him to meditate and gave him proper eating guidelines for his health. He was already a man of simple tastes who
kept in shape so he learned the lore of the valley and began to love the rock
formations, glades, trails, and the bright stars at night.
One night there was a sudden storm and huge blades of
lightening illuminated the sky and a warm rain fell as they dined. They both
decided to stay out to watch the grandeur and Leah had an umbrella placed over
the table to keep them dry. Her eyes shone
like a thousand candles in the excitement of the storm and he wanted to take
her into his arms and carry her to his bed as the thunder rolled over them
shaking the foundations and bolts of lightning revealed the ghostly rock
formations moving in the night like gods.
When she excused herself after dinner he stood on the
terrace and then saw her in her white garments running off toward the rocks
heedless of the warm rain falling around her.
He dismissed his guards and followed her out among the huge ochre formations. He caught a glimpse of her occasionally
leaping and frolicking among the rock formations like a goddess celebrating
with the gods.
He followed her and began to feel delirium as he had during
the forty days and forty night experience when he had first met Leah. He called out to her and she remained poised
on one foot and looked back.
“Go back, King Amorian, I cannot leave this place.”
“Yes, Leah, you will be my Queen,” he answered her, “You
will have everything you ever wanted,” he promised.
She told him, “Removed from this place I will wither and die
like an autumn leaf in the fall.”
“No,” he said getting closer, “You will not die.”
“King Amorian, I tell you the truth, if you take me from
this place you will surely watch me die within the month.”
King Amorian stood in the storm, wet and feeling a fool
until he exploded in rage. He grabbed
her shoulder and the next day they all set out for Esagilia. The King’s future Queen bound to the saddle
of a fiery mare shying next to the king’s stallion her bridle in the King’s
hands. “This King will have what this
King wants,” Amorian roared in anger.
But Leah, true to legend and her own words began to fail as
they drew further away from the ochre gods and the King began to fear her words
were true. Stubbornly he kept them
moving closer to Esagilia and his court doctors. As she lay on her death bed in Esagilia he
began to relent and beg her forgiveness but she spit in his face and said,
“King, again today, by your own choice, you lost your wife and our son forever.” She didn’t regained consciousness and the
suddenly old King Amorian never knew his own son - or how to love.
Fare well and flourish, my friends.
October 2013 Karen MacEanruig

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